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Well, if you're here it's because you want to know a little more about me. Thanks. As far as this goes, I'm probably like most of you reading this...started cross-dressing at an early age, figured I was strange and different, wondered if I was gay (or bi-), imagined being a GG, and all of the other thoughts we've all had. I also got married (like most of you) and still have this part of my life hidden away. The guilty feelings still persist...but so does the desire to .... you know ;)

My wife knows (or at least suspects) that I get some kind of enjoyment from dressing in women's clothes. I don't think she knows or appreciates the extent that I do. How do I explain the comfort and pleasure I derive from expressing my feminine part?

As far as sexuality, I love women -- especially my wife. I don't have any desire to be with a man. Does that make me a lesbian of sorts? Oh well...

So...who is Amandatti Kapella? The name itself is rather unusual. I can't say that it particualarly means anything, but it came to me and I thought it sounded pretty cool. Its middle-Eastern flavour reflects my darker complexion. It also reflects my exotic nature, my introspective self, and my desire for perfection -- at least the pursuit of perfection.

For a living, I am an Aerospace consultant. Almost like a rocket scientist. I'm a musician: keyboards, guitar, drums, and vocals. I love the blues! In fact, I play in a band specializing in classic rock and blues. Maybe one day I'll play en femme just to see how the crowd reacts to our band with a female front.

I'm also a certified ski instructor and provide instruction to the disabled community. I've doing that as a volunteer since 1988. Such a rewarding activity I can't see ever giving it up. I don't teach en femme, so don't look for me anywhere. That will certainly take me a while to build that courage up!

August 2000

Well, I built up the courage to tell my wife about me. What an experience. I feel even closer to her than before. Love is certainly a wonderful thing and my wife has shown me unquestioned love and devotion. Sure, she doesn't completely understand...especially the bit about wanting to wear women's clothes, but she recognizes that I have a need to express my femininity in those ways.

This month, I also went to Carla's Salon in San Jose, California. Carla is a wonderful individual who caters to the T*community. I told her this was my first time in public and she gently worked with me to help me feel comfortable...even introducing me to the other girls who frequent her salon. I love the atmosphere and friendship she and all of the other girls have shown me! Here's a picture of Janey, Carla, and Valerie. Big hugs to Valerie as she helped me to focus my attention on understanding the entire spectrum of gender and that fact that we humans each occupy a spread across the range.

September 2000

This journey keeps on going! My wife and I attended the Carousel Ball in Denver. BJ's has hosted the Ball for the past 15 years raising over $300,000 for the Colorado Aids Project. This year's event was held at the Gothic Theater and boasted scores of acts for the entertainment of the audience. They raised in excess of $25,000 this year alone!

This formal affair certainly saw its share of elaborate gowns. Not to be outdone, my wife and I decided to dress to the nines! You can see us on this month's picture page. But, just as an appetizer.....here is a small sample...

Anyway, thanks for wondering. Here are a few details about me:

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